Peace and tranquility please.

My eyes now open,
Fear rules my everything
What will does that man think?
Why is he motionless?
Why am I hiding? Why am I alone?
Each sighting calling me down
Down to the River, calling

My eyes wide open now
Alienation abounds, lifeless meaning nowhere and everywhere
Affectionless, powerless, drifting, motionless
Where angry and fair collide

My eyes wide open now
I don’t know how to say anything, how to be an equal
How to create sentence, how to ask a question now eludes me
Fear rules, my heart shivers
Somewhere there is peace but I cannot driver there, not get a plane or a train
Down by the River, calling me to a new home in the sun, there is peace

The my eyes are shut and the ice is thin.
I am frozen to unknown depths. I am lost in the depth.
I can walk with my eyes open, not to the trees but walking talk.

Eyes now I see.
Fear of abandonment, the empliness, where neglect is more than abuse
Fear of acceptance, acceptance of fear
I am scared. Nervous,to the horror
Fear drives speed
Down by the river of my life the purple water runs
Down by the river I am desparate and empty

Run yes run like the wind and
Run and be free, Run Run Run and leave this all around me.